Eating Disorders

emotional problems on realtionships but this man hasn't left me, what does this mean?

I have some really bad problems with relations, being close to someone or reveal things about me that could cause that person to be cruel to me. I grew up in a violent home with my dad to fly rages often, and would direct his genius to me and my sister. I was then bullied at school and I had Bulimia and Anorexia for years. I married with a man in 2004 and he also has a genius and I can not do anything right. so I left and returned to college to get my life back. There is a man in my course I been seeing, but my past and hatred for myself and the body and the paranoia of my imperfections have returned to haunt me badly now. im like a shadow that hides the decrease away from other people. I have told him twice that there are more, but every time even though sometimes its hard to admit, I still want in your life and be with him. what is wrong with me? how i can sort out my problems? I need help. control of my life. louise xx I have 27 years of age.

You've probably heard this before, but I want to seek professional help either through a counselor or pychiastrist. I'm sorry about your past and it is a shame because they are not their fault, its the trustworthy people who have been around you that you have these bad habits and is easy to see why you feel so bad however with some professional help with someone who has dealt with these situations is giving a good opportunity. Time is a great healer and once they are out of negative habits and start to appreciate yourself for what that you will find on the road to recovery in no time and there are techniques that can be used to do just that. As for the guy goes, if it is sticking around despite problems that would keep him around, it sounds like you are pushing because of their insecurities, if you really like to be honest with him and let give you time to resolve. Good luck

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